its so shocked that i finally allowed my hair to be trimmed.but...i think it is more like a cut than a trim..its so ooo much shorter and too thin that it is flying everywhere..luckily i still can tie it up..well....even if it is to console myself lor...haha..juz take it as it will cut all my bad luck away...this is what the old sayings says yah...so...good luck to me ..tata

WELL..So pai seh lah! I was never a "beach babe"that kind wan loh..So thanks to Heng kee intro this kind of activity loh..Although i was frankly quite sceptical that it will be fun,therefore i just went along so that they wont say i put them "aeroplane" mah..haha..But i had so much fun there although only 4 of us went only..n thank god i didnt miss out the fun lor.we went on weekday mah,so quite deserted,therefore we play until like XIAO ZAR BO we oso dun give a damn lah..We @ first play beach volleyball without net wan oso dun nid pai seh lor,bcos suddenly got one whole BUS of india tourist want to join us and just anyhow play,even children oso join,one side of the net i think got 11 or 12 people,somemore still can miss the ball wan lo..haha..and i think that they look more XIAO than us lo,bcos the man all wear shirt n pants n leather shoes somemore, women oso all wear like going to restaurant like that.really take my hat off them lo..even we wearing bikini also cant stand so much sand all over,that we gotta go down e sea to swim(andwash away sand all over body).but i think they all leftl to directly board their tour bus still going out..very best loh...BUT...this is not only my first xperience to go to the beach @ sentosa...THIS is oso my first time to feel so FUCKING PISSED OFF by a cab driver.he damn fucking idi0t ass hole loh...can you imagine how hungry n tired after the whole day @ the beach...He is somemore driving a normal merc cab,not those like london cab bigger that kind.we were 2nd in taxi queue,after a long wait finally came this merc cab,tats y quite strange when e japenese ladies in front of us did not board n let us go ahead.when we wanted to board oredi,e taxi wind down a window to ask where do we wanna go.we r juz goin to vivo city,and tat bloody ASS-SHIT-HOLE cabdriver dare tell us he charges $25 to vivo city...we were so pissed off that we scolded him n told him we r not tourists,touting is illegal,and we will definitely complain him wan.he still got e bloody cheek to keep going in circles rather than staying @ the queue,and as it was peak hour.somemore @ sentosa,call cab oso no respond ,so difficult.therefore a caucasion couple took that $25 cab 2 vivo city..But thats not the most annoying part loh,on e spot and even that cab left le we

I went back my jurong home like damn
early today.normally will be back late @ night only.But...it was a wrong move.Right now,im feelin so_ooooo DISAPPOINTED,and probably so hurt too.its only one week to my birthday,2day b4 mum & pa came home,i was still feeling happy n good.I really thought that by using dad's ocbc credit card to help me buy a toy poodle puppy(i will pay monthly).I only say he pay the first $50, its a gift from both of them oredi.but WOW...i nvr thought their reaction can get so big..I have not even finished sayin 1 full sentence,n they seem to be like having fits,and started bawling & putting me down like a primary school kid oredi....dun wanna elaborate oredi...im afraid my tears will not stop flowing..e first words from them is ：“我为什么要给他们麻烦，为什么只顾我自几而以的。“还说我什么都不行了，还要学人家养狗“。。”家里这么多问题了我没帮忙 反而还要给她们问题"Actually this words are not only hurting...tis words are also so unfair.the worst part is,this was supposed to be juz a simple clearcut question..but turned out to become such a fiery quarrel that even need dad to raise his voice to me....i ma de my point very clear,bcos when they accused me of being selfish n thinkin of myself onli,then i t old them their words all so contraiting,cos they say i did not think of their problems@first,when i say how would i know if they did not tell me?they say such no pride & face thing veri ashamed 2 tell us.then how u wan us to know ur limit?AIYAH....blah blah..blah still got a lot of words & can drag till....so anyway in short,they are forever right.espeacially dad.the thing i don like most about him is that since we were young,he was e one always full of dislikes of many of our things,eg: short skirt lah,our hair cannot be long lah,we cannot talk our views even when we go holiday.with him,even right up 2 now,i cant relax and be myself.I can chat for hours n h ours wif friends,maybe even strangers,i can confidently say i can talk and think intelligently,definitely my talking will hav logic.or if i need to ask him things,im sure any parent would jump wif joy to ans n educate their child.but right till now 24yrs oredi,its still e same..when i talk to him bout my views @work,@school,@life...etc..he will nvr praise,n halfway through he will surely say :你爱讲话"without even givin a thought,or nvr wan to feel proud tat their children are mature or watever.during my childhood,i felt that they wan to "show our perfect daughters image" & can brag about us.now 24 years oredi,i think they think that no matter what they are much older,thers no way we could teach them or voice out ideas if even they themselves cant ans.You know what??????this is e biggest mistake they nvr will listen nvr even tried or put effort..NOW..WHO is E SELFISH ONE.treatin us like dolls.



....AM I SELFISH???I SAY NO!

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